Big Problem

Today, i confess to my boyfriend the truth. The worst truth i've ever had-maybe-.
I said to him, i love another man, then i said "i love Ikkei".. What a damn . .
I was try to explain it before i confess it to him. .
Ofcourse i knew he will did the same what i think.
He got mad-oh yeah! If its not, maybe i will ABSOLUTELY SURPRISE!!-
because i do love him too, i want him to know me, had a truth of me, and the real me.
He was really a good nice warm and beautiful man i've ever had. .
Maybe it makes him hurt, but sure i want him to believe in me. .
Then i tell him, i love Ikkei.
I cheating on him a while ago. My head spinning around when thingking about two brad !!

Ugh !

Ikkei sure a good man. But its maybe an Karma that he doesn't love me back, because he had a BOYFRIEND!!
Yeah, he was a ***. Then a damn thing that i love him as much as i remember.

But now i loving someone else. I had a seriouse relationship with him and doesn't want to broke up.
No more. No more with other guys.

Ah ! Im really are the worst ! Looser !
But i don't wanna keep it a secret anymore..!!
I love him more now. REALLY FALLIN' FOR HIM !

i do not want you to hurt by me anymore.
That was the last secret. I promise.

I will say everything the truth for you. Just give me a change. .
Because i love u more than anything in the world.

Forgive me, Baby.